month of September plus some confessions

okay it's like i never noticed it or i'm just too concentrated on studying that i didn't notice the rat that was inhabiting our apartment.. -,- i'm such a lousy person.. anyway there was this BIG rat that got caught in our mouse trap last monday.. this was the day i found out that a rat is pesting on all my chocolates!! (poor chocolates! i didn't even have the chance to smell you!! X_x mommy kasi e, she hid all my hersheys macadamias and guillian so that i won't be "paos" hoarse for my program on oct 6 *sigh* all that chocolate wasted on a rat), anyway this was also the day that i found out rat traps worK! i mean the rat traps that you see in the cinderella story, the time when the rat gus-gus was caught and cinderella had to save him.. well anyway for those of you who didn't watch cinderella,it's a cage where you only trap the rat/mouse with a bait and it gets trap.. notice the word TRAP not KILL.. TRAP, meaning we caught the rat ALIVE.. with it's beady eyes looking straight at me.. *sigh* anyway you guys could visit my multiply to watch the grueling video
kathyordonez.multiply.com

so within the month here are the things i've done..
1. i managed to fall in love
2. managed to feel the giddiness, giggliness of a love sick fool
3. managed to fall out of love
4. managed to pms for 5 days straight due to hormonal treatment
5. managed to get pissed/angry/agitated/irritated at 4 people
6. managed to contemplate suicide (i was just imagining it, no biggie ^-^ i'm fine now)
7. i sincerely believed that i was mentally ill.. i even tried to convince my mom to bring me to a psychiatrist
8.i managed to perform a howling mountain song which i had no idea i could do
9. i managed to cry (god, water works and me don't stick well..)
10. (this last one, i know you guys will never believe it but i'm serious) am a man-hater already

*man-hater: to men who has interest in me as more than friends..

shocker right? well i can't do anything.. life is like a stamp and a paper, when stamp imprints on the paper it never comes of.. it stays, it burns, it changes..

To rach: haha i know, i love you rach! ^-^

To JACA w/out the K: guys i hate to burst your gidiness about my stalker but i have something to tell you guys as soon as i see you.. get ready kasi baka mag water-works ako ng di oras X_x

oh yeah this is how my stalker looks like
yan.. plus to kasi nakatayo siya guage niyo nalang height niya.. watever..