Nodame

I'm absolutely not in the mood for anything these days and I really can't seem to be satisfied with the doing the normal stuff that I do. I guess from studying (on second thought, make that cramming) too hard for my freshmen year in college. They say that college is a new beginning in your adult chapter I guess some part of it is true, but as for me I really can't seem to let go of my romantic side. I guess it's innate already I love romances and happy endings but what I truly don't want to illustrate my future prince charming in my head but I just seem to help it. I guess with all the romance novels that have been piling at my bookshelves are proof enough. I seem to be stuck in the world of love you know, sometimes while spacing out into my fantasy world I dream of lighter things. Things that don't my full concentration, things that are almost second nature to me. What i'm trying to point out is that I really can't seem to like this nursing business a lot but I do have (or do GIVE myself) reasons for taking up nursing as a profession of a lifetime. As I replayed again the story of Nadome and Chaiki I feel inlove with music again. You see dear reader (whomever you maybe) when I was young I loved music with all my heart because my mommy and my granny were always cheering for me. I loved it more when auntie Celia my first ever conductress acted as the head of our school choir. I really believed that having a great teacher directs what you can do with the God-given talent that you are blessed. My talent then can be considered to be a talent that has to be honed and get bored with before I can perform to the peek. I think the only time when it hit me that I really was enjoying myself with my music was the time I started winning first place in my inter-school singing contests. I wish life in college is as simple as in high school. (sigh) In high school whatever relaxation or laziness that I'd be feeling would not seem as grave as being lazy on college. I guess the work load Is kind of different but I do hope that my second year would come smoothly..

 

XOXO

classicgirl